Bob in
Missouri Tells Us His Story
I am presently
sixty-eight years of age and until a few years ago, I was
unaware that others were having experiences that mirrored my
own. My experiences seemed so personal and spiritual that it
did not occur to me for quite some time that others might be
having experiences so similar.
My first experience was so traumatic that I could not tell
anyone about it for some time and then only my wife. I was
for some time concerned that I might be considered
imbalanced or some sort of wacko. Though my experience
contains many of the elements of what is described as “sleep
paralysis”, I believe that my own “sleep paralysis” was the
result of demonic assault or that sleep paralysis was the
means used by demonic entities to attack me. The fear was
always instantaneous as I would awaken to find myself
paralyzed but aware of what I can only describe as a
“presence” accompanied by a “tone” not unlike a 1,000 htz
tone in a sound system that's feeding back and always so
loud that I thought my head would burst.
While I never saw any images or "beings", the room would
always seem darkened with what I am constrained to describe
as the presence of an “entity” that seemed to move closer
and closer attempting to push its way into my mind or
psyche.
Words fail me in trying to describe the means I was using to
resist the entity. The only way I can describe my efforts is
to say that I found myself mentally or perhaps even
spiritually “pushing” back against its attempt to enter me
at whatever level. Finally when I felt I was losing
in my efforts to repel the intrusion, I cried out to God and
Christ to help me and immediately the attacks would begin to
fade and within a few seconds, I was able to retake control
of my whole body. If this was not an attack from a demonic
entity, why would such an appeal always cause it to cease
almost immediately?
At those moments, I seemed exhausted from the incident(s)
but also there would be such a sense of release, peace and
comfort that I would almost immediately fall back into a
restful uninterrupted sleep for the remainder of the
evening.
I have come to believe from my lifelong biblical studies
that what I experienced was indeed a form of demonic attack
that I'm sure could seem to many with certain backgrounds to
be unquestionably alien for alien on some lever it defiantly
was. It may be that these entities are able to induce what
we call “sleep paralysis” and then from within that
inducement, use it as a means or portal to attack the
objects of their assault. These attacks would continue for a
period of a few years during my late twenties and early
thirties.
As scripture admonishes, “...resist the Devil and he will
flee from you.” This seems to have been the case as my
subsequent resistance was always to invoke the name of
Christ to repel the attacks and ultimately the attacks
ceased altogether. I have now been free of these assaults
for many years and rather than cause me any spiritual
consternation, the attacks only served to drive me closer to
the safety I found in my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
I hope you find my experience useful in conjunction with the
others. Feel free to openly use it or any of its elements
with no attribution asked or required.