The CE4 Research Group
Testimony – 101
The Testimony of Victor
The articles I have read, the audio files I have downloaded have proven to me how deceived I have been all these years of my life. I believe the curse of my situation occurred generations prior to my birth, hearing tales from my mother of her grandmother receiving visitors in the night for predictions, fortune telling, and dark secrets, I remember my mother telling me some nights her mother would wake her and her brothers and plead with them saying “We need to start praying because they are coming”. Growing up in a household open to spirituality and questioning gods purpose I have seen huge orbs, experienced sleep paralysis, battled spirits in my dream to final awaken to a spiritual attack that drains your energy, shakes your body, and a fear that will rival being held hostage. Many years and nights went by and I did what I could I prayed, I asked God for help, I fought, I gave up, I fought again, I obtained religious relics to keep near my bed, I researched the Internet, found special activities performed by our government, from Roswell to the Collins Elite, and finally read the stories posted on this website.
As I read the stories I said to myself finally, finally I have found individuals with experiences so close to mine. I fell into the UFO delusion, how interesting they were, they are so advanced, and they must be here, waiting to help us. Through my ego I thought they picked me because I was special. I was deceived partially to their secrecy, and partially to my inability to accept they had evil intentions. You see the UFO/Demonic attacks are very confusing, you are not sure if it is real, or is it spiritual, you’re awake but not totally awake. In sleepy mode, but lying in bed too weak to get up and run away. Some people say its sleep paralysis, they have never awoken to something levitating above the desk pinching yourself to confirm reality, they have never had a doubtful father sleep in your bed to have the same feelings you have and then that father say “It felt like they were looking for you”, they have never had multiple people see orbs in the house at the same time, or a girl-friend say I saw I bright light behind you, but through the mirror, and so many other strange happenings. To those that have never experienced anything like this, I don’t think they can fathom this, at best maybe they can stay open minded, but as we know telling a tale of life is vastly different from experiencing life.
So many years, so many questions. But then something happened, after reading these posts, downloading audio files with Byron LeBeau, years passed, knowledge grew, my eyes were open. I prayed directly to Jesus Christ, I proclaimed myself his. Night after night, I felt the presence again, the attacks on my mind, my body, as I called for Jesus, “The Blood of Jesus, to wash over me and protect my soul’, I would feel vibrations and then something like a force field radiate around me. “What the heck is this I thought”! I was being protected! Nights would come, I would pray, I felt some nights I was being persuaded to stop, like other nights I experienced, but I would call the name of Jesus, and they would relent, coming once a week, then once every other week, once a month, to not at all. For years I was searching for the truth, and I have found it. I was lost and now have been found. Thank god I have energy again, my memory has increased, my confidence has grown, I feel awake, I feel confident, strong, and I have been given something superbly rare, knowledge of a real truth, God is real, his power is immense, and all bow to his authority, especially these so called aliens.
This is my testimony, this is my Truth.